The circus scene

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# The circus scene ## Overview This is a scene from the text file [billy_budd.txt](arke:01KG6FXSCNX5F3D880P3YP3PKR), detailing a circus performance. The scene is part of the larger section titled [THE FIDDLER](arke:01KG6GKYHVPHA523Q2YWBT2YDA) and is contained within the [Test Collection](arke:01KG2T49K0H5GDRB0G4YDTPG8H). It is the second scene in a sequence, following [Narrator's initial state and meeting Standard/Hautboy](arke:01KG6GMC0FF97ZJXTY5P9SDAFQ) and preceding [The discussion at Taylor's, Hautboy's departure](arke:01KG6GMC0F6392J31CGXX5N47B). ## Context The narrator describes their experience at a circus, focusing on their observations of a man named Hautboy and a clown. The narrator initially feels a sense of despair and questions the value of their own artistic pursuits when compared to the crowd's enthusiastic reception of the clown. ## Contents The scene captures the narrator's internal conflict and reflections during the circus performance. The narrator observes Hautboy's genuine enjoyment of the show, which contrasts with the narrator's own mood. The narrator contemplates the crowd's reaction to the clown and contrasts it with how they imagine their own poetry would be received. This leads to a moment of self-rebuke, inspired by Hautboy's apparent good nature and the narrator's recollection of an anecdote about Athenian appreciation. The scene highlights the narrator's struggle with pride and their search for validation.

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The circus scene

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During the circus performance I kept my eye more on Hautboy than on the celebrated clown. Hautboy was the sight for me. Such genuine enjoyment as his struck me to the soul with a sense of the reality of the thing called happiness. The jokes of the clown he seemed to roll under his tongue as ripe magnum-bonums. Now the foot, now the hand, was employed to attest his grateful applause. At any hit more than ordinary, he turned upon Standard and me to see if his rare pleasure was shared. In a man of forty I saw a boy of twelve; and this, too, without the slightest abatement of my respect. Because all was so honest and natural, every expression and attitude so graceful with genuine good-nature, that the marvellous juvenility of Hautboy assumed a sort of divine and immortal air, like that of some forever youthful god of Greece. But much as I gazed upon Hautboy, and much as I admired his air, yet that desperate mood in which I had first rushed from the house had not so entirely departed as not to molest me with momentary returns. But from these relapses I would rouse myself, and swiftly glance round the broad amphitheatre of eagerly interested and all-applauding human faces. Hark! claps, thumps, deafening huzzas; the vast assembly seemed frantic with acclamation; and what, mused I, has caused all this? Why, the clown only comically grinned with one of his extra grins. Then I repeated in my mind that sublime passage in my poem, in which Cleothemes the Argive vindicates the justice of the war. Ay, ay, thought I to myself, did I now leap into the ring there and repeat that identical passage, nay, enact the whole tragic poem before them, would they applaud the poet as they applaud the clown? No! They would hoot me, and call me doting or mad. Then what does this prove? Your infatuation or their insensibility? Perhaps both; but indubitably the first. But why wail? Do you seek admiration from the admirers of a buffoon? Call to mind the saying of the Athenian, who, when the people vociferously applauded in the forum, asked his friend in a whisper, what foolish thing had he said? Again my eye swept the circus, and fell on the ruddy radiance of the countenance of Hautboy. But its clear honest cheeriness disdained my disdain. My intolerant pride was rebuked. And yet Hautboy dreamed not what magic reproof to a soul like mine sat on his laughing brow. At the very instant I felt the dart of the censure, his eye twinkled, his hand waved, his voice was lifted in jubilant delight at another joke of the inexhaustible clown.

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The circus scene