augustine
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- theological discussion
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- The author and narrator of the text, who recounts his internal struggles with his will and is inspired by the conversions of others like Victorinus.
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- on fire to imitate Victorinus
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- blushing exceedingly, weeping in bitter contrition
- internal_struggle
- divided will
- location_of_teaching
- public school
- occupation
- rhetoric professor
- primary_interest
- nature of time
- relationship_to_God
- confesses sins
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- narrator
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- narrator
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- first-person narrator
- spiritual_state_after
- awakened in God, seeking strength to enjoy Him
- spiritual_state_before
- frenzied, holding dualistic opinions
- state_before_conversion
- soul-sick, tormented, rent asunder with grievous perplexities
- state_of_bondage
- bound by own iron will
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- formerly_held_beliefManichaeism
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- Augustine recounts how his soul had previously adopted the Manichaean opinion of two substances, leading to unrest.
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- Hence it had gone into the opinion of two substances, and had no rest, but talked idly.
- perceivedThe Unchangeable
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- Through a process of reasoning, Augustine's mind ascended to perceive the Unchangeable and true Eternity of Truth.
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- I had found the unchangeable and true Eternity of Truth above my changeable mind.
- embracedJesus Christ
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- Augustine found the strength to enjoy God only after he embraced Jesus Christ as the Mediator.
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- found it not, until I embraced that Mediator betwixt God and men, the Man Christ Jesus
- affirmedJesus Christ
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- Augustine affirmed that Jesus Christ, as a perfect man, possessed a complete human nature including a sensitive soul and a rational mind.
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- I acknowledged a perfect man to be in Christ; not the body of a man only, nor, with the body, a sensitive soul without a rational, but very man
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- 2026-03-02T21:55:27.177Z
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- meditates_onTime
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- Augustine deeply ponders the nature and definition of time, acknowledging its elusive yet familiar presence in human discourse.
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- For what is time? Who can readily and briefly explain this? Who can even in thought comprehend it, so as to utter a word about it?
- addressesGod
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- Augustine frequently appeals to God, seeking guidance and truth in his philosophical inquiry.
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- O my Lord, my Light, shall not here also Thy Truth mock at man?
- recallsChildhood
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- Augustine uses his own childhood as an example of a past event that, while no longer existing in reality, is present in his memory through its image.
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- Thus my childhood, which now is not, is in time past, which now is not: but now when I recall its image, and tell of it, I behold it in the present, because it is still in my memory.
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- 2026-03-02T21:55:27.502Z
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- lovesTruth
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- Augustine expresses his love for truth, distinguishing it from loving an opinion merely because it is one's own.
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- Otherwise they would equally love another true opinion, as I love what they say, when they say true: not because it is theirs, but because it is true
- hearsGod
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- Augustine acknowledges God hearing his confessions and forgiving his sins.
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- Who hearest my confessions, and forgivest my sins
- believes_inTwo precepts of charity
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- Augustine states that adherence to these two precepts is essential to properly interpret Moses' intent without making God a liar.
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- unless we believe that Moses meant, whatsoever in those books he did mean, we shall make God a liar, imagining otherwise of our fellow servant's mind, than he hath taught us.
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- 2026-03-02T21:55:28.575Z
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- rises fromAlypius
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- Augustine leaves Alypius's side to seek solitude for his intense weeping.
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- I rose from Alypius
- casts self down underFig-tree
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- Augustine finds a specific spot under a fig-tree to weep and pray in solitude.
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- I cast myself down I know not how, under a certain fig-tree
- laysBook of Scripture
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- Augustine had placed the volume of the Apostle near Alypius before his emotional outburst.
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- there had I laid the volume of the Apostle
- reads fromPauline Epistles
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- Augustine opens and reads a section from the volume containing the Apostle's writings.
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- showsRomans 13:13-14
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- Augustine reveals the scripture passage he read to Alypius.
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- I showed him
- goes toAugustine's Mother
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- Augustine and Alypius go to tell Augustine's mother about the conversion.
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- Thence we go in to my mother
- stands inRule of Faith
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- After his conversion, Augustine adopts and adheres to a new spiritual doctrine or way of life.
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- standing in that rule of faith
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- 2026-03-02T21:55:44.598Z
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- taught atPublic School (Augustine's)
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- Augustine, the narrator, was a rhetoric professor at a public school, where Alypius later became his scholar.
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- I, professing rhetoric there, had a public school
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- 2026-03-02T21:55:45.897Z
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- was_inspired_byVictorinus
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- Augustine was set 'on fire to imitate' Victorinus after hearing his story of conversion and obedience to God.
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- I was on fire to imitate him; for for this very end had he related it
- experienced_internal_conflict_betweenAugustine's Will
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- Augustine experienced internal conflict as his two wills, one new and one old, struggled against each other, causing discord in his soul.
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- Thus did my two wills, one new, and the other old, one carnal, the other spiritual, struggle within me; and by their discord, undid my soul
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- 2026-03-02T21:55:46.534Z
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